seriously. if u dont like me. just tell me right in the face. dont act as if you're nice when u're not. i dont care even if you want me out of the house cos you are seriously brainless in my opinion. some people are too fortunate to understand other ppl's misfortune. yea in a way selfish. ok enough of that crap. i doubt anyone understands me

i NEED motivation badly. i'm pretty irritated by myself. i hate to disappoint my parents and yet i'm doing nothing about it. blah blah blah. just leave me alone.

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