Everybody around me seems to be depressed nowadays i think i'm sinking into depression too. I've never experienced it before but according to pat, it can be rather scary. I've always thought it's in the mind of these people.

Corne keeps asking me to intro him some stupid match making agency cos he's deprived of love. lol like as if i know of any.

I think i should stop being so judgemental cos it's bad. I wouldnt want ppl to judge me when they dont know me either so i stop being like that. And i think i get brainwashed easily too. I should start to have a mind of my own.

I think i'll be spending my saturday doing projects and homework. Yes dont stare so hard thank you.

I realised i havent been posting much pictures so here are some for your viewing pleasure. :D

bye world.

I have a fetish for dresses and heels recently. I think i shall be more feminine from now on. hahaha if u wana sponsor me, you can tag and leave your email add. lol

Dad jus came back fro his trip this week and guess what, he's leaving for overseas again next week! He said he might not be back till 2 months later so mummy asked if i'm fine alone. I didnt want her to worry so i said i'll be fine. :( Thank you donna mysexyhalf for offering to let me stay in your house.

Daddy's been trying to make up to me for being away always by cooking dinner for me everynight. I love him but he can be rather scary at times cos he thinks i'm disobedient haha

I miss you. Cant wait for french! (:

It's really crazy because i could easily ace my exams when i was always skipping lectures last sem. This sem i surprisingly did not skip lectures at all and what do i get in return? So i've learnt my lesson : SKIP MORE LECTURES!

Tomorrow i'm getting back another paper so i'm crossing my fingers! I have french test on thursday and my motivation level is like 0.01%?

Before i forget, someone please shoot Mr Chan. He's the most absurd teacher i've ever came across. Nevermind about the part where he actually set a wrong question for the term test. He actually gave full marks for people who left that question blank! So much for wasting my time attempting the question and not even getting near full marks. SOMEONE PLEASE JUSTIFY THAT! I'm so angry i can kill a lion now.

OC project is killing me, really. The dateline is next week and we're like half done only? Tell me what's wrongggg. Why is everything so screwed up?

LETSFALLINLOVEALLOVERAGAIN.

I'm cutting down on shopping so i can save money for something special. (: I'm really excited about it but i'm afraid everything is gonna screwed up in the end. It really depends on you now. Loves (:

School's starting tmr and i'm so not excited at all. I think it's the first time i'm feeling this way. I thought of skipping school but then i'll be running away from reality and brave girls dont do that. Boo. Church was good today i went alone and ended up crying, not because i was alone duh, cos i realised how wonderful Jesus is. Praise the Lord!

Daddy's not back from his trip yet so i have not been having proper meals i think i'm getting gastric soon. Boo. I'm kinda sick of instant noodles already. I cant wait for tonight. ok bye!

You don't have to say what you did
I already know I found out from him
Now there's just no chance for you and me
You're not with me
Don't it make you sad about it?

You know who you are. You are 885 miles away.

p/s: Thank you rw. Your nick made me smile (:

Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I

YAY u don't know how fun it is to have tons of projects during the holidays. You have to deal with ppl who can only make it like one day of the week and even if it's for that one day we have to meetup like at night? Ya i know you have lots of other priorities too but hello, do spare a thought for ppl like me who are accomodating to your timing okay? I can make it anyday anytime doesn't mean you can try to be funny.

I love my plm and csas group mates cos they are one lovely bunch of ppl. I'm so lucky to have them cos they are always so responsible and understanding. I <3 Joyce, JieMin, Eugene and Eric!

Did i mention that i have to deal with my french group mates too? Stupid chicken had to leave the group cos of some personal reasons and that left me and Donna with some random abdullah, or isit Muhd? Great job chicken! Even though i dont blame you i sure am pissed with you.

Thanks to our ever so wonderful teachers, i'm spending my supposedly well deserved break dealing with ppl like these. I can never be more than grateful. =D

Maybe it's time i let you go, because i love you.

Oh yeah term tests are over! I don't know if it's a good thing. I dread getting the results back. :(

I'm really disappointed in myself, for not getting into the DL. I should have pushed myself 0.01 more! Thinking of it just make me feel like slapping myself real hard. You wouldn't understand why this is so so important to me.

During this 2 weeks of holidays, i'm going to exercise and eat healthily, for my own good as well as everyone's. I know it's gonna be hard. Think milkshake and fries. AHHH!

A BIG thank you to all my friends, who've tried to cheer me up, enlightened me or cared for me in one way or another, especially to miss DONNA and miss YVONNE. I don't know how i would have survived without the both of you. (: And also not to forget lynn, jessica, lloyd and corne. Thank you for just being there.