7:53 PM;

I'm quite tired of it already. I'm giving up since you cant be bothered too. Yes i'm talking about you. It's my fault anyway. Fuck. I just need to mend my broken heart. It's happening at the wrong time. Damn term tests are in a week and a half. I cannot let this affect me. Ahhhh. I better get over it before my term tests.

do you still remember how we used to be?

11:10 PM;

Why hurt and spite each other just beacuse of anger? Don't let anger rule your mind. It's bad. I'm not even angry about that issue anymore. What hurts me now is whatever you said. yeaps. We are good friends leh. No matter how angry we are we shouldnt hurt each other right?

Sigh. I'm not sure if u're still reading this but yea i miss you. :(

8:14 AM;

SIGH. i really didnt want this to happen but you forced me to. I'm equally upset too but i guess you'll get over it in no time. ohwells.

On a happier note, plm quiz was pretty easy today. I studied so hard for nothing. And i had french lessons! it was fun fun fun! i swear this is the only CDS i really enjoy.

I'm getting my pay this week so i have money for shopping! yea u must be damn irritated now cos of my shopping habits. I'm running out of clothes to wear to school. Not that i'm trying to impress anyone but it's more like a 'i feel good' kind of thing. yeaps. i think guys will never understand.

Ahhh i have like tons of project datelines now i'm not sure when can i have a proper break. I need a life, someone give me yours please! :( I am so emotional these days it's getting from bad to worse. I MISS YOU LAH!

4:50 AM;

I love going to church cos it's a time for reflection and it somehow makes me feel more peaceful within. Anyway the father asked the children at mass a really interesting question today.

Father:'Why did Jesus gave you your mother and not other ppl's mother?'
Child ONE:'Because we are related.'
Child TWO:'Because my mother likes me more than the other ppl's mother.'

HAHAHA i found child ONE's answer really hilarious. I really love the way children think at times and sometimes i wish i could be as innocent as them. Not that i'm not innocent but somehow my thinking is so different from theirs. I guess it's because we've seen too much it's hard for us to think in their perspective.

Anyway we sang 'You raise me up' for communion hymn and it's like the best song ever. It makes me feel like crying.

"You Raise Me Up"

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

There is no life, no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But then you come, and I am filled with wonder;
Sometimes I think, I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

11:49 PM;