I'm granting you your wish my dear after thinking for so long. I'm quite tired already. I've lost 3kg in 2 weeks which is not very funny at all. I dont know if u're actually lying when you said you dont like anyone now. It's quite comforting i must say but i cant trust you anymore cos you lied. Whatever you told me on msn was a white lie after all just so that it wont affect my term tests. Seriously i've never thought that you would lie to me about being with me after you're cured.
You dont have to be my friend just cos my mum asked you too cos i know that's against your principles. Thanks for being so nice. I was really happy when you called the other day, only to find out that you called just cos my mum called you. I'll disappear from your life, really, if that will make you happier.
You started explaining why you needed a close female friend to talk to and understand you so i asked why cant i be the one? You said no i cant. I'm your gf of 2 years and you would rather confide in her than in me? That shows everything already. I am quite gullible to actually believe you both are still pure friends now and that you'll come back to me no matter what. You dont know how much it hurts when you said she's more obliging and less hot tempered, really. I swear you broke my heart. I've never compared you with other guys because i love you for who you are. You're such a jerk. :(
Everyone is telling me to stop being so stupid already after all those mean words you've said but i told them i cant. I know it was my fault and i wanted to make it up to you for not appreciating you, hurting you and breaking your trust. I really went all out for it and i've never felt so depressed before in my life. To think when i was suffering and trying to win back your heart, you're having the time of your life with another girl. I'm not so noble you know. Now i know it's time for me to let go already cos it's not worth it. I'm sure you'll regret it one day, for not appreciating me and what i've done. Hopefully it wont be as painful as mine cos regrets are the worst thing in life. I dont want to call you names anymore but I HATE YOU for hurting me this much.
We'll both lead our own lives from now on. You said no girls can ever separate the both of us if we truly love each other but i know you're just trying to comfort me. I just wana say sorry for not appreciating you when you tried to make it up to me before we broke up. You tried so hard i know but i refused to give in. It's the same now but the other way round. I regretted and i know you will too. At least i've been faithful all these while, even till now after we've broken up for 2months. For me, no guy can ever replace you, at least not for now. I've loved you ever since Jan 2005 which makes it a total of 2.5 years. I'm quite amazed by myself actually. It's ironic how when i'm typing this, 'unfaithful' is playing on MTV. And you dont have to call me just because my mum asked you too. Call if you really care.
On a happier note, Donna's colleague told her he wants to marry me. haha and he said he'll give me all his money in the bank when donna told him i wanted a rich guy. That's really sweet of him and quite funny too cos no one has ever said that to me before.
OH yaaa did i mention that i got full marks for french listening and 90 for french writing? yess i'm so harpieeeee lol merci beaucoup.