Terence cried during lab today because he's gonna break up with his gf on their half year anniversary this tues. All of those around him felt really sour and i felt like crying too. He told us that his gf likes someone else already so he felt there's no point dragging anymore. Gosh i can tell that he really loves her alot. He's gonna make her something for their last anniversary. I actually asked him what would he do if the girl asked for another chance. He said he'll give in. Seriously i dont think i have a heart as big as yours. If my guy likes someone else, it'll totally drive me crazy. Even now, i am devastated because i didnt know i can be so easily replaced by someone else.

When his girl was sick, he bought her all the different flavours of Strepsils because he didnt know what flavour she likes. Tell me which guy will do that. I really didnt know what to say to him because my situation is equally bad too. I think it takes two hands to clap in a relationship. Whatever it is, i feel that both parties should always try till they think it cant work anymore. No matter what, fate brings 2 ppl together and we shouldnt give up so easily because you dont wana regret right? CHEER UP TERENCE! I'm sure she'll be touched by whatever you did for her and she'll realise her mistakes too. (:

Pearlywurly called yesterday and we talked like never before. Even though she's really bad at consoling ppl, i swear her silliness makes up for everything else. I HEART YOU BABE. I think she has the same thinking as me. We'll both go into relationships only when we believe that partner is suitable for marriage. I know this is like so old-fashioned thinking but what's the point of having a bf when you know it wont last? Think about it.

My parents are like the besttt in the world. They are so understanding and mummy always make me feel better when i cry. I know how helpless she gets when i starts to tear. I'm sorry mummy to make you worry. I'm always giving you so much problems ever since young. I promise i wont be so hot tempered anymore and i'll learn to appreciate and be thankful. I cant wait to see you mummy. HAHA the great one says he cant wait too. You think my mum will like you? lol

You would have been so proud of me, really. I've officially stopped shopping online. Hahaha i think it's been more than 2 weeks already. You know i would give up anything for you. AND AND AND i topped the cohort for organic chem test with a 39.5/40. The first thing i thought of doing was to sms you and share the joy with you so but sadly i cant. I know you'll be so proud of me though cos chem has always been your strongest science. Remember how you used to tease me when i say i can smell carbon monoxide? I still think it's funny lol.

AND to Donna's friend, I know you wont read this but please stop asking her for my number. Stop calling her and smsing her like zillion times a day. I wont give you either if you asked. I know i'm mean but this is so superficial okay? PERIOD.