Saturday, October 20, 2007
I was feeling rather down but thanks to mister xxx i felt a gazillion times better :)))
xxx says:
haha. well, we have many years in front of us.
xxx says:
even till we are both old, i still can wheel my wheelchair over to your seat over at the nursing home, and u can continue telling me about all this.
xxx says:
i'll still listen.
CHARLENE says:
i feel really lousy u know :(
xxx says:
dont compare urself to her
xxx says:
gosh. u wont pale beside her even
xxx says:
well. if he could stay with u for 2years, thats something magical within you, of course.
xxx says:
if not u would just be another pretty face down the street.
xxx says:
you had something magical that made him stick with u for 2 years.
xxx says:
and that may not be something she is capable of?
I swear you made me feel so special i was on the verge of tearing. Hello mister, you're leaving for aussie on mon already please do take care! 32 days will be very very fast okay? :) Now i've learnt to stop blaming myself. I already knew my mistakes and i've done so much just so i can make it up to you but i'm not even sure you can see how sincere i am. Can you? I gave you my k1 cos i know you would really love to have it even though i could have kept it for myself. I wonder if i even come across your mind when you use it. Will you be the one who's gonna wheel your wheelchair over to my seat instead? You told me you dare say i'm the girl you love the most in the world. But now, you only remember all my bad points dont you? What about my good points and the happy times we had together? What about all the rough times i've been through with you? Is it something so easily replaceable by someone else? If yes, then good for you. Don't blame me. You chose to let your heart stray while mine stays. Yes i admit it still hurts, very badly indeed but i know God's carrying me through this and he'll never abandon me. That's more than enough :) And i wana thank God to have met you almost 3 years ago, cos without your love, support and encouragement, i wouldnt be who i am today, and i mean it. You're amazing to me.
xxx says:
haha. well, we have many years in front of us.
xxx says:
even till we are both old, i still can wheel my wheelchair over to your seat over at the nursing home, and u can continue telling me about all this.
xxx says:
i'll still listen.
CHARLENE says:
i feel really lousy u know :(
xxx says:
dont compare urself to her
xxx says:
gosh. u wont pale beside her even
xxx says:
well. if he could stay with u for 2years, thats something magical within you, of course.
xxx says:
if not u would just be another pretty face down the street.
xxx says:
you had something magical that made him stick with u for 2 years.
xxx says:
and that may not be something she is capable of?
I swear you made me feel so special i was on the verge of tearing. Hello mister, you're leaving for aussie on mon already please do take care! 32 days will be very very fast okay? :) Now i've learnt to stop blaming myself. I already knew my mistakes and i've done so much just so i can make it up to you but i'm not even sure you can see how sincere i am. Can you? I gave you my k1 cos i know you would really love to have it even though i could have kept it for myself. I wonder if i even come across your mind when you use it. Will you be the one who's gonna wheel your wheelchair over to my seat instead? You told me you dare say i'm the girl you love the most in the world. But now, you only remember all my bad points dont you? What about my good points and the happy times we had together? What about all the rough times i've been through with you? Is it something so easily replaceable by someone else? If yes, then good for you. Don't blame me. You chose to let your heart stray while mine stays. Yes i admit it still hurts, very badly indeed but i know God's carrying me through this and he'll never abandon me. That's more than enough :) And i wana thank God to have met you almost 3 years ago, cos without your love, support and encouragement, i wouldnt be who i am today, and i mean it. You're amazing to me.