Thursday, October 18, 2007
I've decided to make my friendster private for now cos i've had enough of psychotic crazy bitches stealing my photos claiming them as theirs, weird fan clubs from even weirder countries and what nots. Seriously, it makes me real sick cos i dont even know if those ppl are girls/guys/lesbians/gays.
I swear i have the best daddy in the whole wide world. I've never even able to tell him anything too personal cos i felt weird doing so. I mean like he's a guy after all. Yesterday he asked me out for dinner and i told him everything and how i felt about the boy. I cried and i could see his eyes were red too. I told him how regretful i was for my mistakes and my dad said he wants me to learn from it. He said he knew he was a little harsh on the boy but that's because i never told him what's going on between us. He said he'll be happy and supportive if we wants to get back together as long as the boy can take care of me and doesnt bully me. Aww i love you daddy. He also told me this might be an endurance test for both of our love for each other and if we can make through this, there's nothing that we cant overcome anymore. I'm really afraid though, but promise me boy, that you'll never give up on me? Cos i would never give up on you no matter what happens and i just want you to know that you can trust that i'll never hurt you again. Everyone reading my blog can be my witness. You can also be assured that i'm the person who loves you the most and unconditionally in the whole wide world and no other girls can beat that. I know that cos even if i have to live in a straw house with you and eat maggi mee everyday, i would still want to stick to you. I know you think i'm silly but thats how i'm feeling right now. I really dont wana rush things but i'm looking forward to the day that i'll be back in your arms again so i can prove to you that i'll be the bestest(I know there's no such word) gf you'll ever have :) Please dont let me wait too long cos that feeling sucks. I told daddy i wanted a supplementary platinum card and he agreed. SEE! i told you i have the best daddy. He got me this book 'Battlefield of the mind' and i cant wait to start reading it. He usually doesnt like me to drink bubble tea cos it's so unhealthy but yesterday he asked if i wanted it. I said no though :)))
Some silly guy nudged me on msn and asked if it was too direct for him to ask if he could date me. HAHAHA i know i'm mean but i pretended i didnt see it. booo that was sweet though.
Alright. Let the pictures do the talking.
I swear i have the best daddy in the whole wide world. I've never even able to tell him anything too personal cos i felt weird doing so. I mean like he's a guy after all. Yesterday he asked me out for dinner and i told him everything and how i felt about the boy. I cried and i could see his eyes were red too. I told him how regretful i was for my mistakes and my dad said he wants me to learn from it. He said he knew he was a little harsh on the boy but that's because i never told him what's going on between us. He said he'll be happy and supportive if we wants to get back together as long as the boy can take care of me and doesnt bully me. Aww i love you daddy. He also told me this might be an endurance test for both of our love for each other and if we can make through this, there's nothing that we cant overcome anymore. I'm really afraid though, but promise me boy, that you'll never give up on me? Cos i would never give up on you no matter what happens and i just want you to know that you can trust that i'll never hurt you again. Everyone reading my blog can be my witness. You can also be assured that i'm the person who loves you the most and unconditionally in the whole wide world and no other girls can beat that. I know that cos even if i have to live in a straw house with you and eat maggi mee everyday, i would still want to stick to you. I know you think i'm silly but thats how i'm feeling right now. I really dont wana rush things but i'm looking forward to the day that i'll be back in your arms again so i can prove to you that i'll be the bestest(I know there's no such word) gf you'll ever have :) Please dont let me wait too long cos that feeling sucks. I told daddy i wanted a supplementary platinum card and he agreed. SEE! i told you i have the best daddy. He got me this book 'Battlefield of the mind' and i cant wait to start reading it. He usually doesnt like me to drink bubble tea cos it's so unhealthy but yesterday he asked if i wanted it. I said no though :)))
Some silly guy nudged me on msn and asked if it was too direct for him to ask if he could date me. HAHAHA i know i'm mean but i pretended i didnt see it. booo that was sweet though.
Alright. Let the pictures do the talking.