Friday, November 30, 2007
While i was waiting for bus home yesterday, someone actually stopped his car in front of me and asked if i wanted a lift after asking for directions. It was so damn tempting to say yes cos i was really tired. But i was definitely not stupid enough to know he was not up to something. Today, i was on the bus home and was sitting with this idiot who was trying to be funny. He tried to put his hands on my lap and kept touching his hair so his elbow would 'accidentally' hit my boobs. I was so damn pissed i got off my seat. To end my day, some moron actually horned his car right in my face, stopped in front of me and gave his superstar smile while i was walking home. zomg if not for the fact that i was too tired i would have slapped him right across his face i tell you. 
Hello. Do you see me? lol
So i was looking at this rain lee's picture that D asked me to. Dad walked past me,saw the picture and actually asked 'When did you take this picture?! Why never tell me?' Very funny i know. I went 'Dad!! That's not even me!'. He took a closer look and ended up laughing. Gosh. And my bestie actually thought i went to the studio to have this picture taken. I am very flattered indeed.
I kinda missed you today.
8:53 AM;
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
How many people in this world are not married to the person they love the most? What if one day that happens to me too? What if one day the person i love the most gets married? Am i supposed to settle for the person who loves me most? I think too much.
4:26 AM;
Monday, November 26, 2007
Hello lovetarts,
I had a wonderful weekend! Dinner at fisherman's wharf on saturday was love. Went to meet birthday boy zach and also the rest of the people. It was helluva fun. Retro is the new R&B. lolEveryone thought you were cute. Too cute in actual fact. You were so shy it gave me butterflies in my stomach. I froze for a moment when you held me close to you. I felt safe. :)))Dinner at Ikea on Sunday! Say yay to meatballs and chicken wings. =D Grocery shopping at Giant after that. I seriously needdd to start studying. 2 more weeks to term tests! Eeeks.
Happy 18th birthday zach! (:
Condolences to reubenkee's family. In case you dont already know, he's one of the five who died in last friday's dragon boat tragedy in Cambodia. He's an exceptionally talented boy, being a music composer, an athlete and also mr singapore 2007. He's cute boy's dragon boat senior and cute boy is so upset over it. Cheer up okayyy. lovess!
6:45 AM;
Friday, November 23, 2007
Quiz and presentation were almost AWESOME. :)
Just because you happened to have the same dress as me that doesnt make you any prettier. You look like ah lian and write like an ah lian acting ang moh which is so wrong. The last thing everyone wants to know is what school are you from. Please stop acting cute cos mickey mouse is cuter than you. And thank you for helping me get rid of my thrash. =D It's strange but it doesnt seem to hurt that much anymore. I think i can laugh about everything now because it's just so hilarious now that i look back. I am really quite silly. I must have been brainwashed by you.
5:23 AM;
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
I am sick. Very sick :(Stupid ipt quiz and pmic presentation tomorrow :((Sentosa this fridayyy :) Mr cute guy added me on msn :))
4:16 AM;
Saturday, November 17, 2007
WARNING : IMAGE INTENSIVE!
1. RANDOM PEEKTURES FROM MY HP.
MY FAVOURITEEEE :)
2. POST CCN DAY.
3. LAST FRIDAY.
SURPRISE! GUESS WHAT'S INSIDE?
PRETTY CUPCAKES FROM GEN! YOU KNOW I HEART YOU.
4. LAST SATURDAY AT HAW PAR VILLA. (community service)
SHIRLEY, SEVITA, ERNA, JEFRI
I HATE HOLDING UMBRELLAS.
5:22 AM;
Friday, November 16, 2007
I was blessed because i was loved by you. :)1. I miss the way you smile.2. I miss the way you talk.3. i miss the way you smirk.4. i miss your body smell.
5. i miss your hug.
6. i miss your kiss.
7. i miss the way you squeeze my face.
8. i miss watching you sleep.
9. i miss holding your hands.
10. i miss the way you say 'miss you' before you hang up the phone.
11. i miss the breakfast you cooked with heart chocolates added.
12. i miss taking long bus rides with you.
13. i miss lying on your shoulders and sleep.
14. i miss how you always like to call me a cat.
15. i miss the way you laugh at me and my carbon monoxide joke.
16. i miss the way you smell my hair.
17. i miss the way you snore.
18. i miss how you always laugh at our big faces.
19. i miss how you can memorise every word from my blog.
20. i miss how you are always looking at my friendster.
21. i miss the times you studied with me even though you dont have exams.
22. i miss the times you cycle out just to buy the calling card.
23. i miss the times you wait for me after school.
24. i miss how you always ask me which pair of specs look nicer on you.
25. i miss how you always look at every mirror we see when we shop.
26. i miss how you always get so jealous at small little stuff.
27. i miss bickering with you but most of the time you win.
28. i miss how you always give in to me though most of the time i'm wrong.
29. i miss the smell of your giorgio armani cologne.
30. i miss how you always ask me if you're alright.
31. i miss how you always read the messages in my inbox.
32. i miss how you always play racing car on my phone.
33. i miss how you always brag about yourself.
34. i miss how you always try and make me jealous.
35. i miss how you are always so confident of yourself.
36. i miss how you always hug me when i cry and tell me everything will be alright.
37. i miss how you always encourage me when i dont do well.
38. i miss how you always squeeze my tummy and laugh at how fat i am.
39. i miss how you always give me surprises.
40. i miss the way you look into my eyes.
. i miss eating prata with you.
42. i miss celebrating monthlyversaries with you.
43. i miss the times you tell me i'm pretty.
44. i miss the way you look at me.
45. i miss having long night walks with you.
46. i miss waking up beside you.
47. i miss eating water rise chicken wings with you.
48. i miss playing msn games with you.
49. i miss receiving flowers from you.
50. i miss having serious talks with you.
51. i miss the times you told me how much you love me cos i was different from other girls.
52. i miss the times you make me feel special.
53. i miss the fact that you're my boyfriend/bestfriend/confidant/sunshine
54. i miss times you wait for me after tuition.
55. i miss fighting with you but always losing cos you're so strong.
56. i miss how you always get angry when i mention the word 'die'.
57. i miss getting presents for you.
58. i miss watching tv with you.
59. i miss singing with you in the car especially to our favourite songs.
60. i miss the times you sent me off at the airport.
61. i miss the times you were at the airport to receive me and cheer me up.
62. i miss the times when you would listen to what i've gotta say.
63. i miss the times when i was still important to you.
64. i miss the times when you would be so brave even though you're sick.
65. i miss the times when you go to church with me.
66. i miss eating at chomp chomp with you.
67. i miss laughing at the photos of you when you were young.
68 i miss the times when you were down at block.
69. i miss the times when u slept at the playground.
70. i miss the times when you got worried when i have cramps.
71. i miss the times you got irritated when i kept talking about shopping.
72. i miss the times you got angry cos your comp gets more attention than you do.
73. i miss slapping your face in a playful way of course.
74. i miss the times you throw the bolster away cos i'm hugging the bolster instead of you.
75. i miss watching you make your hair.
76. i miss having long car rides with you.
77. i miss the times when we can just cuddle up at your place and watch tv.
78. i miss the times when we have home cooked dinner at your place.
79. i miss the times we waved at each other from my place.
80. i miss the times you always told me not to give up.
81. i miss the times you did silly stuff just to make me jealous.
82. i miss the times we read magazines/newspaper together.
83. i miss the times when we somehow got lost at the esplanade.
84. i miss tthe times when i laugh at your spelling/pronunciation mistakes.
85. i miss the times you wrote on a list of paper what you wana tell me in case you forgot.
86. i miss using your very rough bath towel.
87. i miss the times you got shy when i want to look at your not so fit body.
88. i miss the times you said 'i dare say you're the girl i love the most in the world'
89. i miss the times you asked why didnt i text you cos i was busy.
90. i miss having long talks with you on the phone till we both got so tired.
91. i miss how you can talk to daddy and made him like you.
92. i miss the times we went to the worker's party rally thinking it was so fun.
93. i miss watching you dressed in formal cos you look oh-so-good.
94. i miss the times when me and richard gang up against you and it made you angry.
95. i miss the very first time we met and hugged.
96. i miss falling in love with you even before we met.
97. i miss the shouting and screaming cos we quarrelled and refused to give in.
98. i miss eating popcorn and watching movies with you.
99. i miss singing christmas carols with you.
100. i miss the 1st of may and also the 1st of the rest of the months.
101. i miss the fact that you are mine and i am yours and it's just the two of us in love like never before.
Yeah i'm finally done with my 101 miss yous. I'm amazed because two people told me they actually teared after reading it. You asked how could i even come up with so many. All i did was just close my eyes and the memories came flooding back. I'm feeling rather nostalgic now and i dont really like it. I didnt regret giving my all, i loved with all my heart, i loved you more than love, more than life itself, i loved you more than anything. And i am happy i did. It's like i gave a hundred percent, i have closure, i know the truth, the truth you think i dont know, the truth everyone else doesnt know. My love was genuine.
11:29 PM;
Thursday, November 15, 2007
1/3 of our final product.
hearts, squares & funny shapes.
Hello earthlings. Those are lovely cookies&creme brownies in case you dont already know and it's definitely edible, proudly made by ME, charmane, lloyd and zach. It took us 6 hours just baking, frosting and cleaning up zach's place. My poor fingers are rather red and painful from all the burns :( Tomorrow is TP's Campus Care Network day and we'll be having a carnival from 12pm onwards so ALL are welcomeeeeee. Those brownies are what we'll be selling at our booth located at Applied Science. Geez. So do head down to TP tmr and get yourself a pretty brownie i'll love youuuuu x10000 =D
10:03 AM;
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
One of my greatest peeves is seeing people calling others 'cheena'. If you're so damn good in your english language i would probably just shut up but much to my horror, you write like a primary school kid. I am very anal about spelling and silly grammar so reading your journal entries was definitely quite a torture. It's funny how you think you have the right to call others 'cheena' when you yourself cant write in proper english. Just because you come from an 'english' school and dont speak chinese, that doesnt make you very 'english' you know. The china scholars from my school can probably write better than you do. So what if they're 'cheena' and speak chinese all the time? At least they speak their mother tongue well and wait a minute, arent you a chinese as well? Oh nooo! Doesnt that make you a language idiot because firstly you dont speak chinese, and secondly, your english is bad? You're such a disgrace not only to our race but to your school as well. I totally have nothing against people who cant write/speak in english well as long as they dont try to act like they do because that is such a major turn off.
5:01 AM;
Monday, November 12, 2007
I was feeling the monday blues pretty strongly today. School was a dread because i had too much fun over the weekends i reckon. Pictures will be up soon when i get them from ally. I'm trying NOT to cab to school tomorrow. wish me luck. okay thx bye
6:36 PM;
Sunday, November 11, 2007
FRIDAY & SATURDAY WERE BOTH AWESOME! Pictures later!
iloveyoupumpkin :)))
6:25 PM;
Thursday, November 08, 2007
my feet says hello!
;but you blew it. (we could have been perfect)
Gen and apple are the sweetest. Gen passed me chicken soup for the teenage soul and apple gave me darrell lea's chocolates from aussie. There goes my dieting plan. Oh yah i lost 3kg ever since i came back from msia. Nudge me if you wana know the secret. I promise you it's as easy as xyz. :)))
Simpang was loveee. Great food and great company makes me happy =D
Eeeeks. It amuses me how such girls actually appeal to you. Sometimes, it's quite funny how you think you know someone so well but in actual fact, he/she is far from what you think he/she is. Okay i'm not talking much sense but yeah.
I've got something to confess. I'm very guilty for spending almost a thousand on just cab fares this year. I need to kick this bad habit soon or else it would be sandwiches for lunch everyday :(
7:59 AM;
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Comm skills is such a pain in the ass, seriously. I stayed up till 3am last night staring at the recruits section of The Straits Times, did my cover letter & resume and wrote the script for my presentation today. I was acting like some kanchiong spider cos i had to hand in everything today i even forgot if i actually brushed my teeth. I tried dragging myself out of bed at 8am this morning and it had to start raining.. which actually meant i went back to bed you can guess what happened after that :))) And i thought it was going to be a bad day ahead.
Retail wasnt too bad we crapped as usual. IPT was alright too i could do my quiz. And then it was comm skills. We got so high before presentation cos of an overdose of chocolates from zach. I thought we're screwed up this time because the 3 groups that went before us were good. Well, turned out that we didnt do as bad as we think we would. We won the best group in fact and ms chew gave us chocolates! I think the credits go to zach though cos w/o him we'll probably be like the worst group. yay my efforts didnt go down the drain after all.
Zach being nice and all accompanied me to evening mass after that and something really funny happened. Okay i love crapping with him we can talk about anything under the sun. Rahhh my day wasnt so bad after all. Tmr simpang! Foodddd. Cant wait cant wait =D
7:22 AM;
Sunday, November 04, 2007
I realised i have the tendency to type out one whole long post, save it and it remains there, unpublished. Maybe some things are meant to be kept to yourself. It's rather hard to please everyone isnt it? Especially when you have no freaking idea who the hell is reading your blog. I created this blog with the intention of keeping it low profile in the first place but it seems like many strangers have been reading my blog up to late. Geez i wonder if it's a good or bad thing.
That aside, today's service was great. Iloveyoupearl. Hang in there! It's gonna be over before you know it. Do your best and let god do the rest. :)
Met up with the primary school gang since sok mey came back from california. lol it was so hilarious i tell you. We are like the silly bunch in school always doing stupid things but yet we are the ones bringing the most glory to the school. We talked about the track&field trainings we used to have and how much we missed them though it was so tough i almost cried. It was all mrandrewfong's fault. He's like very close to my guardian luhh. He just gave me some form to inform my mum that i'll be running for the school and the problem is he didnt give me/my mum a choice at all. At that time i had to juggle with PSLE and choir training too. I even did a recording for my school song at some music studio it's exactly like how the singers do it. They made me repeat the school song for like a zillion times till now i can still remember it so very well. Hmm look at how fit i am now you wouldnt even imagine i actually ran for my school. Hey i won gold and silver for the relays okay. No joke.
okayy next week will be a busy week too. yayyy (:
7:22 AM;
Saturday, November 03, 2007
This week has been rather hectic for me but i would say i'm loving it. Managed to catch up with Al just now and i just found out he's been with his gf for almost 8 years. And his gf is only like a year older than me. I find it sooooo amazing! But knowing Al's character, it's very possible lah. He's such a gentleman. =D Makes me think of charlie&keshia too. We met them at marche last valentine's day. They have been fighting quite alot recently which makes me rather upset just reading her entries but i'm sure they'll hang on. :) Anyway Al told me he drove past my old house 2 days ago and the swing is still there. I suddenly got reminded of our childhood. It's been 10 years since my family sold the house because we migrated. My childhood was a memorable one because me and my sis got pampered like princesses. We even got a playroom to ourselves and a doghouse probably half as huge as my current house now. We'll get almost anything we want and because dad was a rather prominent figure in the bank sector, we sort of enjoyed his limelight too. =D
Was thinking about some stuff just now and i realised how much you've changed and how much i want the old you back. I'm rather disgusted by your actions now. Let's see how long you can play. Ahhh see what lust(or your so called love) can do to people? Everytime you lied and hurt me, i chose to think i deserve it. I thought it's okay because as long as i hang on, things will change. I was in self denial all the time. Yes i lied to myself just so it wont hurt so bad. BUT I WAS WRONG! I should have seen it coming. You not only disappoint me, you disappoint us. I wish i have selective hearing and seeing. There are things i dont wana hear or see but i know it's going to happen. I prayed just now and told god that i'm going to forgive you for everything you did. What i cant believe was i prayed for you still! Ppl would probably think i'm insane to be even praying for you but god told me that i should. It took me so much courage cos you dont know how much i hate you. I feel so much at peace now because it's like a burden off my shoulder and ya i dont hate you anymore, really. Your friend told me i'm very brave and i have really good self control. Well i sort of promised father bosco something so i'm gonna try keep to my promise. I'll never forget that hug because it means so so much to me. :) And donnasim i'm very normal still in case you think i'm not. lol
There are much more things to be happy about though.
*Shopping with gf yesterday was ultimate fun!
*I got many many stuff from dorothy and topman! Guess who's the lucky guy? Ya definitely not you lah.
*I had my nails doneeeee! again?
*I had aunty anne's pretzel yay!
*I had my daily dose of passionfruit red tea. BUBBLE TEA rocks =D
*Went zach's house and watched vacancy which scared the shit out of me!
*Lloyd gave me a tub of haagen dazs cookies chocolate!
*Sok Mey called and told me she's back in sg! Wheee
*I went grocery shopping with daddy!
*I hugged daddy today!
*Aunty Lilian, Uncle Yang and Beatrice are coming sg!
*I'm attending a wedding dinner next week! cant wait cant wait =D
*Jerome will be back in 20 days! Hang in there!
I think i'm easily satisfied nowadays. Even a smile from a stranger can make me happy. I'm beginning to learn how to show my appreciation for the small little things that ppl do for me. And my temper is getting much better too, right lynn? haha i'm really quite proud of myself. Praise the lord! (:
Summer came like cinnamon... so sweet :)
11:20 PM;
Thursday, November 01, 2007
My dad enjoys giving me surprises. He'll just come home one day and tell me, 'I'm flying to god knows where'. Yes, so he's flying off again in less than 2 weeks time and i'll be home alone like the 100000th time. Yay or Nay? I dont even wana think about it. I've been in a good mood recently it's like going on a bungee jump.
*I met pearl and liqin the past week!
*I got a driver to send me to sch everyday!
*I went astons yesterday and they have really good food!
*I met patricia in sch today! (like finally)
*I got a call from rockhamtpon!
*I saw the cute guy at phins! Donna was happy too lol
*I am going to see jay chou! Yes i dont care!
*I am going to hk!
*Someone told me i'm pretty while in the lift today!
*JESUS LOVES ME! (:
It's quite sad that your dearest friend actually thinks about you the same way as i do. I think it's time you reflect on your attitude because if you continue letting your ego and pride get in the way, it'll bring you more harm than good. It's okay because we humans make mistakes all the time but if u're willing to admit your mistakes and change, i'll be really proud of you. We all love you thats why we want you to change alright?
7:50 AM;
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SHIRLEY & HER STRAWBERRY LOLLY.
I TOLD YOU SHE'S CUTE.
LOTS OF LOVE FROM ME TO YOU :)
PICTURE PERFECT. 
OKAY OVERDOSE OF SHIRLEY I KNOW. HAHAHA
1/3 of our final product.