Saturday, August 30, 2008
A few more hours before i'm flying off! I'll be waking up to kolo mee and laksa for a week so yippee yay! I think it's time for me to ponder about what i really want, been trying to run away from reality all these while. Uhh i'm gonna miss everyone, promise!
Monday, August 25, 2008
Gah. This is what happens when boredom gets the better out of me. Must be the result of staying home too much. And you must be thinking i've been studying so damn hard for tomorrow's paper but apparently that's not the case.
Thursday: Came home from GMP paper. Sleep.
Friday: Bought breakfast for my favourite boy and accompanied him to work! Came home and sleep.Saturday: Horrible cramps the whole day which gave me the excuse to sleep. Attempted to study but failed.
Sunday: Woke up early to a cup of earl grey and then to church and then to lunch and then home to sleep. Attempted to study again.
Today i woke up to macs breakfast with my sick baby sister. Cannot go to school but can eat macs breakfast? Haha studied like some kanchiong spider because i just realised i have less than 24 hours left. I missss my favourite boy! Where are youuuuu! :( I'm flying off this sunday, gonna miss everyone! hur hur.
I'm crazily craving for ben&jerrys strawberry cheesecake icecream!
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Aww, this is so darn cute! My baby girl shall carry chanel in future too hahaha
Had a long chat with mayy darling today. She never fails to make me laugh with everything she says! I HEART YOU and please bring lumpy back!
mayy wanna go home to hug cookie and see her marc jacobs bag. says:
OMG
mayy wanna go home to hug cookie and see her marc jacobs bag. says:
CHARLENEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
mayy wanna go home to hug cookie and see her marc jacobs bag. says:
HAS THE BIMBONESS OF THE HAIR AND booBS GOT TO UR HEAD!
mayy wanna go home to hug cookie and see her marc jacobs bag. says:
I NEED SHOPPING TOO
mayy wanna go home to hug cookie and see her marc jacobs bag. says:
FOR MY MAXI DRESS
FOR MY MAXI DRESS
mayy wanna go home to hug cookie and see her marc jacobs bag. says:
SHITS I SHLD HAVE BOT ONE FOR U TOO! NO WAIT UR boobs! BABE SINCE WHEN UR boobs became so BIG
mayy wanna go home to hug cookie and see her marc jacobs bag. says:
GOSH
mayy wanna go home to hug cookie and see her marc jacobs bag. says:
THAT PICTURE WAS LIKE WHOOSH
SHITS I SHLD HAVE BOT ONE FOR U TOO! NO WAIT UR boobs! BABE SINCE WHEN UR boobs became so BIG
mayy wanna go home to hug cookie and see her marc jacobs bag. says:
GOSH
mayy wanna go home to hug cookie and see her marc jacobs bag. says:
THAT PICTURE WAS LIKE WHOOSH
And people, that is mayy for you :))
Monday, August 18, 2008
HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY SEXY!
I hope you loveee the surprise, presents and most importantly, US! :)) I'm glad my plans went well and your expression when you saw us was priceless i swear! Everytime the whole incident replays on my mind, i cant help but laugh to myself! okay i'm not nutcase.
Thank you KR for making this possible! I know you dont read my blog but thanks for being such a sweetie!Thank you uncle francis, per and von darling who were ever so encouraging and lovely. hugs and kisses!
Saturday, August 16, 2008
With the army boy! Okay, emphasis on my hair though! haha pretty pretty?Two more weeks and i'll be done with exams! 3 papers over 2 weeks sounds pretty awesome to me :) And after that i'm done studying for my whole poly life! Ooweeee! Then i'll be off in a jet plane. Need a break from this crazy world. Too much judging, too much hurting.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
Today, when ally saw me in school...
Ally: DARLING! I have a present for you!
Char: OMG! Something for me??! *GRINS*
*Waves sex & the city season 1-3 in front of me*
Char: *SQUEALS* x10000 like nobody's business
You can imagine the stare. Dont i have the sweetest friends on earth? hahaha i love you ally! And not forgetting joyce toooo. They keep me sane in school. PA practical test and GMP presentation are over! :))Anyway our girlie talk today was hilarious. As usual, it was the anything-under-the-sun kind of talk. Oh, by the way, if you dont already know, i cannot stand people who lie, for whatever reason they must. The trust that took so long to built, is somehow destroyed in your own hands. Go figure.
Ally: DARLING! I have a present for you!
Char: OMG! Something for me??! *GRINS*
*Waves sex & the city season 1-3 in front of me*
Char: *SQUEALS* x10000 like nobody's business
You can imagine the stare. Dont i have the sweetest friends on earth? hahaha i love you ally! And not forgetting joyce toooo. They keep me sane in school. PA practical test and GMP presentation are over! :))Anyway our girlie talk today was hilarious. As usual, it was the anything-under-the-sun kind of talk. Oh, by the way, if you dont already know, i cannot stand people who lie, for whatever reason they must. The trust that took so long to built, is somehow destroyed in your own hands. Go figure.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Have you actually wondered if you'll ever run out of tears? Like you cried so hard, you realised there's nothing flowing anymore.
I'm feeling terrible and it's really not okay. I've been so jaded the past few days. I guess everything was just bottling up inside me and i had to erupt last night. It's been long since i felt this way i almost thought i was crazy. I just lost control of my tears. It's cumulative and all, the massive internal debates within me. I wish i had an answer. I wish i had someone to turn to, it's like i dont know who to find anymore. I felt like a lost sheep in need of directions. It's awful, it feels like your heart's all eaten up and there's nothing more. I wish i can go back to that comfort zone, where i know i'll be fine just because i have you.
I'm feeling terrible and it's really not okay. I've been so jaded the past few days. I guess everything was just bottling up inside me and i had to erupt last night. It's been long since i felt this way i almost thought i was crazy. I just lost control of my tears. It's cumulative and all, the massive internal debates within me. I wish i had an answer. I wish i had someone to turn to, it's like i dont know who to find anymore. I felt like a lost sheep in need of directions. It's awful, it feels like your heart's all eaten up and there's nothing more. I wish i can go back to that comfort zone, where i know i'll be fine just because i have you.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Hello PER, if you're reading this, I LOVE YOU! :)
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
Life is short, break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you smile.
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
People change, we all know. I should have seen it coming, why didnt i? Guys and their stinky ego. What's with their pride and ego huh? Seriously, i dont think you love me enough to say sorry. Not many of you know what's going on but still, your care and concern are much appreciated :) Thank you lovelies!
DPP quiz tomorrow which is keeping me up all night. Mugging session at TCC turned out to be a gossiping/bitching session for me, donna, ally, joyce and sh! What's new? haha met ben who's working at mrs fields and he gave us truckloads of cookies and brownies! He's such a sweetie i swear :) I'm addicted to their cookie and brownie nibblers, i think they are much better than famous amos!
Interview at Sanofi Aventis this Thursday. Wish me luck! I'm not even bothered about it it's worrying.
I miss daddy, mummy and brandon :(
Now, back to mugging! A proper post soon, promise!
DPP quiz tomorrow which is keeping me up all night. Mugging session at TCC turned out to be a gossiping/bitching session for me, donna, ally, joyce and sh! What's new? haha met ben who's working at mrs fields and he gave us truckloads of cookies and brownies! He's such a sweetie i swear :) I'm addicted to their cookie and brownie nibblers, i think they are much better than famous amos!
Interview at Sanofi Aventis this Thursday. Wish me luck! I'm not even bothered about it it's worrying.
I miss daddy, mummy and brandon :(
Now, back to mugging! A proper post soon, promise!
Friday, August 01, 2008
Sorry for the disappearing act. Life goes on as usual, while i'm trying to pick up the pieces, and put them back together. Till today, i still dont understand what went wrong. Trying to be the best friend to one and the best girl to another, but at the end of the day, it's all the same. Maybe i tried too hard, just maybe, i dont know. I only knew i've done all i could. All the small little things and big ones, things i've never done for anyone but you. Maybe everything we shared was just so insignificant, cause you would rather hold the grudge against me for the small things that went wrong and i wouldnt even think it's my fault :( I'm upset, cause i felt like a toy to you. I'm never the one who would give up, and i tried all i could to hang on even though jealousy gets in the way. If only you didnt give up, because you simply dont know how much it's hurting inside.
There's so much things i want to tell you, so much things i would love to share with you. I guess all these would be tucked safely in my heart right now. I really just wish you'll be truly happy and that things are going well for you, especially your work and health, simply because i still care and that i'm not there to nag at you. I never knew i would be in such a mess. I guess at the end of the day, one has got to sacrifice, and i know it would be me.
There's so much things i want to tell you, so much things i would love to share with you. I guess all these would be tucked safely in my heart right now. I really just wish you'll be truly happy and that things are going well for you, especially your work and health, simply because i still care and that i'm not there to nag at you. I never knew i would be in such a mess. I guess at the end of the day, one has got to sacrifice, and i know it would be me.