Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Have you actually wondered if you'll ever run out of tears? Like you cried so hard, you realised there's nothing flowing anymore.
I'm feeling terrible and it's really not okay. I've been so jaded the past few days. I guess everything was just bottling up inside me and i had to erupt last night. It's been long since i felt this way i almost thought i was crazy. I just lost control of my tears. It's cumulative and all, the massive internal debates within me. I wish i had an answer. I wish i had someone to turn to, it's like i dont know who to find anymore. I felt like a lost sheep in need of directions. It's awful, it feels like your heart's all eaten up and there's nothing more. I wish i can go back to that comfort zone, where i know i'll be fine just because i have you.
I'm feeling terrible and it's really not okay. I've been so jaded the past few days. I guess everything was just bottling up inside me and i had to erupt last night. It's been long since i felt this way i almost thought i was crazy. I just lost control of my tears. It's cumulative and all, the massive internal debates within me. I wish i had an answer. I wish i had someone to turn to, it's like i dont know who to find anymore. I felt like a lost sheep in need of directions. It's awful, it feels like your heart's all eaten up and there's nothing more. I wish i can go back to that comfort zone, where i know i'll be fine just because i have you.