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Sunday, September 28, 2008

Waking up to a cup of earl grey and the tunes of class 95 seem like the perfect thing to do on a beautiful sunday morning. Plus the weather is awesome for tanning. Donna sim, where are you?! My bikinis have yet to seen the light of the day, hur hur. Met pearl and yl for gelare on tuesday it's been so long since i saw them! We went to mr tan's and oh gosh he looks so scrawny now it scares me. Dinner date with patricia darling on wednesday we ate at manhattan's, the seafood platter is the bomb and i'm so in love with the flame grilled prawns, haw haw. Then it was shopping spree and heart to heart talk with her on thursday :) Patty, thank you for always being there to pick me up when i fall. You're the best girlfriend anyone could ever ask for, lovelove!

I am starting to plan for my 21st birthday bash next year! Any suggestions? I already have something in mind but i'll not say what yet, it's gonna be lovely, i promise! Now the only thing i need to do is to get myself a boyfriend before my birthday hahaha okay maybe i should do something like the bachelorette or an eye for a guy that sort of thing. Okay please tell me you know i'm kidding.

I thought i knew you all these while, maybe i was wrong. Sometimes, people disappoint you, so much so that it hurts. Maybe it was all wrong to start with. I wish you would tell me everything i did was worth it, because i dont know how to let go, i really dont.

I have never felt so confused,

And experience such clarity,

At the same time.

11:58 PM;

Friday, September 26, 2008

Bad love makes you feel bad about yourself
Good love makes you feel good most of the time

Bad love leaves you wanting more because it is not freely given
Good love leaves you fulfilled because it is freely given

Bad love inhibits you from being the best you can be
Good love encourages, nourishes you to be the best

Bad love makes you lose focus
Good love centers and inspires you

Bad love leaves you feeling listless, jealous, insecure
Good love makes you feel calm, secure, confident

Bad love makes you feel abandoned, cheated, ugly
Good love makes you feel supported, cherished, beautiful

Bad love leaves you feeling drained, tired, exhausted
Good love makes you feel energetic, alive, refreshed

Bad love tries to change you
Good love accepts you for who you are

Bad love makes you feel the world is a sorry place to live in
Good love makes you feel the world is wonderful and lovely.

You make my world go round, unknowingly :)

9:47 AM;

Sunday, September 21, 2008

I found this picture of mine taken during chinese new year this year! There are a few more which i modelled for my uncle's portfolio but i think i look fat in them. My relatives thought my sister and i look really classy lol what do you think? I miss miss miss kuching! I look forward to chinese new year every year because we have so many people to visit we cant finish doing so within a span of four days that i'm back there. Hur hur enough of cny. Cant wait for next year's!

Honey honey, how you thrill me, ah, honey honey.

Honey honey, nearly kill me, ah, honey honey.

I'd heard about you before, i wanted to know some more.

And now i know what they mean, you're a love machine.

Oh, you make me dizzy!

I'm gonna stick to you boy, you'll never get rid of me.

There's no other place in this world where i rather would be.

You know who you are :) Thank you for watching this silly movie with me even though you didnt like it. I still think it's awesomeee. lovelove!

8:23 AM;

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Guess who i saw at work yesterday? I wouldnt even say it's a surprise, because a surprise is supposed to be something good? I have no idea year one nursing students are attached to the hospitals as well. Oh stop staring at me as if i'm some celebrity because it really annoys the shit out of me. You're so hideous looking it kills for me to even take a second look at you. And dont forget, you're just some dumbass nursing student in some awful looking uniform doing all the shit work, yes literally shit. By the way, i accidentally heard your friend's comment about me being so sexy. Why thank you! I'll take that as a compliment then. I hope your boyfriend still reads my blog cos i'm sure he'll find this really interesting. I cannot be bothered if you're suffering from an inferiority complex, so please leave me out of your business. Perhaps you can go read up on some grooming books like what you did previously. I think reading them the second time would help.

7:28 AM;

Monday, September 15, 2008

Work's been rather exciting because i have really cute and funny colleagues! I'm handling it better now though i know i was so whiny last week. I miss everyoneeee. I hardly get to see all of them anymore :( I miss donna. I miss patricia. I miss lynn. I miss yvonne. I miss joyce. I miss alison. I miss genevieve. I miss all the familiar faces in school :(

9:22 AM;

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

I cut myself at work today. I have no mood to blog cos my finger hurts. And i miss you pearl :(

Note to self: THINK!

9:04 AM;

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

6:25 AM;