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Sunday, September 28, 2008

Waking up to a cup of earl grey and the tunes of class 95 seem like the perfect thing to do on a beautiful sunday morning. Plus the weather is awesome for tanning. Donna sim, where are you?! My bikinis have yet to seen the light of the day, hur hur. Met pearl and yl for gelare on tuesday it's been so long since i saw them! We went to mr tan's and oh gosh he looks so scrawny now it scares me. Dinner date with patricia darling on wednesday we ate at manhattan's, the seafood platter is the bomb and i'm so in love with the flame grilled prawns, haw haw. Then it was shopping spree and heart to heart talk with her on thursday :) Patty, thank you for always being there to pick me up when i fall. You're the best girlfriend anyone could ever ask for, lovelove!

I am starting to plan for my 21st birthday bash next year! Any suggestions? I already have something in mind but i'll not say what yet, it's gonna be lovely, i promise! Now the only thing i need to do is to get myself a boyfriend before my birthday hahaha okay maybe i should do something like the bachelorette or an eye for a guy that sort of thing. Okay please tell me you know i'm kidding.

I thought i knew you all these while, maybe i was wrong. Sometimes, people disappoint you, so much so that it hurts. Maybe it was all wrong to start with. I wish you would tell me everything i did was worth it, because i dont know how to let go, i really dont.

I have never felt so confused,

And experience such clarity,

At the same time.

11:58 PM;